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Who cares if you live in this world
When the world cares not for you
No one will worry when you disappear
People will forget you if you say nothing
A figment of your own imagination
A fear you cannot deny is real
Your a lonely miserable human
Your worth nothing to the world
Death is all you will see fit
When you are laid to rest
Only there will be nobody
To cry over your grave 
There is no one there for you
In the pain-filled end.
Rumbling through the skies so high
You hear the sounds of thunder rise
With a great demon that will rise
From the loneliness of being human
The fear that we will all die alone
To stand against a common foe
Which has no fear nor remorse
With it's longing to be happy
Then you look deep inside 
Finding it is you that is the demon
Lonely without any light to shed 
You will never gain happiness 
That lonely demon inside you
We are suppose to know happiness
When did I stop caring about it
When pain is all I want to feel
Depression taken me over inside
A loneliness that will never disappear
I don't want anyone else in my life
When all I will see is you staring at me
I was suppose to be happy and full
Now just barren with my pitifulness and cold

Cherry blossoms blooming all around 
Eyes wide with wonderment before you
Standing there with a smile on your face
Thoughts of it racing throughout your mind
Just to wake up in the pouring rain
Vivid images of cherry blossoms blooming
With a sweet smell lingering in the air
Finding a cherry blossom petal on your head

Was it all just a dream?
Dreams of cherry blossoms
Hope you all like it comments are always welcome as well. :) 
Broken hearts and memories
Nightmares that haunts your dreams
Becoming numb and emotionless inside
The demon within wining every game
What you have left is left barren and dead
You see no light when you fall from the edge
Watching all your ambitions fade away before you die
Left broken hearten and left alone in the dark
Memories full of regret that is all you need to know

This is not a poem, but how I feel deep inside, I lost all that I ever loved. Not a single human I can see above. Below the endless streets below, I call out but no one shows. Ironic is the choices I made. When all I did was ever love you. Calling it an obsession, and calling it a mental problem, I bleed my heart out to you. Going through hell and ropes I would never cross for anyone but you. Ruined friendships, betraying my own sanity to stay with you, and all the same I crumbled down into dust alone and now forever afraid of what may come, I loath the world and the world loath's me, and who am I to judge? Forsaken sands of time as the dark inside swells and my heart finally dies with no flattering feature. For I shall walk in this world alone and I shall be the devil that will bestow nothing but tragedy and make the world woe for me, and yet the world will just keep moving. My heart now slowly beats and my mind broken to a point of no return, I grow cold in my time of need. Soon to push everyone away and seclude myself inside my own soul. Wondering why I always hurt myself, and thinking am I strong enough to rise out of this dreadfulness and find even a glimmer of hope left inside when I see nothing but my own falters in my life. So now just like a child I shall sit in this corner with my hands holding my knees to my chest as I weep. Wishing someone or something would come to take my hand and help me move on this down trotted path of stones. For I stand still in my own our glass of time rotting away as I reside and hide away once again from this world I used to live in.

Again this is not a poem, but just how I am now and forever.


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I suck at Bio's. but i'll put what i think would be important.

So my name is Joshua last name is Smith

I am Part German Italian and Korean

height" 5'8
eye color: Dark brown
hair color: Black
weight: i weight 125-135. i lose and gain weight.

I live in Ohio. not telling anyone where exactly. except i live in the country.
I have my dislikes. not sure of what that would be though.
Like's: allot of things. i guess.

people say i'm nice, and crazy. :D. even though i do not feel that i'm a nice guy. i'm just who i am. :)

Ok. so i has a facebook. do not be shy note me too if you want to know it. and i have skype too. note me for the info if you want to chat. I like to meet new people and make new friends. ^^ Also i just made a account. Ask me anything.

below are people i consider good friends on DA. who talk to and feel like they are friends.

:iconfukurimu: :iconhypermagical: :iconotomen-nick: :iconfirelightprincess: :iconyoichi-masaki: :iconhale-hamasaki: :iconlynnae-madison: :iconremnantdoomblossom:

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Gi1t Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2015
Thank you for the fav! :ninja:
candyzombielord Featured By Owner Apr 12, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Your welcome, your work is awesome. :D 
Banzatou Featured By Owner Edited Apr 11, 2015  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks for favoriting my OC drawing, I appreciate it~ :)
candyzombielord Featured By Owner Apr 11, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Your welcome. And keep up the great work.
ChikuBurst Featured By Owner Apr 10, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Thank you for faving! >w<
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