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This is not a poem, but how I feel deep inside, I lost all that I ever loved. Not a single human I can see above. Below the endless streets below, I call out but no one shows. Ironic is the choices I made. When all I did was ever love you. Calling it an obsession, and calling it a mental problem, I bleed my heart out to you. Going through hell and ropes I would never cross for anyone but you. Ruined friendships, betraying my own sanity to stay with you, and all the same I crumbled down into dust alone and now forever afraid of what may come, I loath the world and the world loath's me, and who am I to judge? Forsaken sands of time as the dark inside swells and my heart finally dies with no flattering feature. For I shall walk in this world alone and I shall be the devil that will bestow nothing but tragedy and make the world woe for me, and yet the world will just keep moving. My heart now slowly beats and my mind broken to a point of no return, I grow cold in my time of need. Soon to push everyone away and seclude myself inside my own soul. Wondering why I always hurt myself, and thinking am I strong enough to rise out of this dreadfulness and find even a glimmer of hope left inside when I see nothing but my own falters in my life. So now just like a child I shall sit in this corner with my hands holding my knees to my chest as I weep. Wishing someone or something would come to take my hand and help me move on this down trotted path of stones. For I stand still in my own our glass of time rotting away as I reside and hide away once again from this world I used to live in.

Again this is not a poem, but just how I am now and forever.

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I suck at Bio's. but i'll put what i think would be important.

So my name is Joshua last name is Smith


I am Part German Italian and Korean

height" 5'8
eye color: Dark brown
hair color: Black
weight: i weight 125-135. i lose and gain weight.

I live in Ohio. not telling anyone where exactly. except i live in the country.
I have my dislikes. not sure of what that would be though.
Like's: allot of things. i guess.

people say i'm nice, and crazy. :D. even though i do not feel that i'm a nice guy. i'm just who i am. :)

Ok. so i has a facebook. do not be shy note me too if you want to know it. and i have skype too. note me for the info if you want to chat. I like to meet new people and make new friends. ^^ Also i just made a ASK.fm account. Ask me anything. ask.fm/candyzombielord

below are people i consider good friends on DA. who talk to and feel like they are friends.

:iconfukurimu: :iconhypermagical: :iconotomen-nick: :iconfirelightprincess: :iconyoichi-masaki: :iconhale-hamasaki: :iconlynnae-madison: :iconremnantdoomblossom:
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WhitePlumFragrance Featured By Owner Sep 1, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for the fav mate, how are you doing?
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candyzombielord Featured By Owner Sep 1, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
I'm doing good. living, and I got me a job so yay. :) ow about you? :)
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WhitePlumFragrance Featured By Owner Sep 1, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
AWESOME! Is it related to journalism?
I'm enjoying my last week of vacation, and got back to business. :)
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candyzombielord Featured By Owner Sep 1, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Sadly no, I work in a retail store, and what business are you dong now? :O
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AuthorKatieOlson Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2014  Student Writer
Thanks for the fave! I hope you enjoyed reading. :) 
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