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Which do you like more. My Lighter more happier poems or my darker more sadder poems? 

11 deviants said Sadder dark poems
5 deviants said Happy light poems
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Finding yourself so low
You care not for any other soul
Regretting each step you take
For everything you do reminds you
Of all your mistakes you made
Dreams filled with the one you love
You can't feel anything for others at all
You’re a hopeless soul with no cause
Only to look at yourself in the mirror
Then you start to weep each night you sleep
Knowing you can't change a past that has passed
Always calling yourself a failure to the end
With no peace that you can ever bare
Resonance through my being,
Sadness overtaking me,
I am miserable without you here,
I cannot blame anyone,
No one to fall back to,
It's all my fault for my flaws
Dreams that will never come true,
Hatred for all that is new,
Weeping everyday I lay my head to rest,
Remembering everything that has already pasted,
I know I am not meant to be,
Happiness is not something that befits me,
I'm Just a lost dog in a large world,
Forever will I be lonely,
A failure to the end its true,
Look at this poem,
Terrible and miserable to the core,
Misery that I befell upon me,
foolish was I to think I would ever change.
Thorn Seeds by candyzombielord
Thorn Seeds
Thorn tree seeds. Feed back and comments are welcomed. :D
Brush by candyzombielord
I am not great at names so here is something for you. Feedback would be accepted highly. :D
Blurred chase by candyzombielord
Blurred chase
Tell me what you guys think and I like how it looks... but I am not the judge you all are. :D

This is not a poem, but how I feel deep inside, I lost all that I ever loved. Not a single human I can see above. Below the endless streets below, I call out but no one shows. Ironic is the choices I made. When all I did was ever love you. Calling it an obsession, and calling it a mental problem, I bleed my heart out to you. Going through hell and ropes I would never cross for anyone but you. Ruined friendships, betraying my own sanity to stay with you, and all the same I crumbled down into dust alone and now forever afraid of what may come, I loath the world and the world loath's me, and who am I to judge? Forsaken sands of time as the dark inside swells and my heart finally dies with no flattering feature. For I shall walk in this world alone and I shall be the devil that will bestow nothing but tragedy and make the world woe for me, and yet the world will just keep moving. My heart now slowly beats and my mind broken to a point of no return, I grow cold in my time of need. Soon to push everyone away and seclude myself inside my own soul. Wondering why I always hurt myself, and thinking am I strong enough to rise out of this dreadfulness and find even a glimmer of hope left inside when I see nothing but my own falters in my life. So now just like a child I shall sit in this corner with my hands holding my knees to my chest as I weep. Wishing someone or something would come to take my hand and help me move on this down trotted path of stones. For I stand still in my own our glass of time rotting away as I reside and hide away once again from this world I used to live in.

Again this is not a poem, but just how I am now and forever.


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I suck at Bio's. but i'll put what i think would be important.

So my name is Joshua last name is Smith

I am Part German Italian and Korean

height" 5'8
eye color: Dark brown
hair color: Black
weight: i weight 125-135. i lose and gain weight.

I live in Ohio. not telling anyone where exactly. except i live in the country.
I have my dislikes. not sure of what that would be though.
Like's: allot of things. i guess.

people say i'm nice, and crazy. :D. even though i do not feel that i'm a nice guy. i'm just who i am. :)

Ok. so i has a facebook. do not be shy note me too if you want to know it. and i have skype too. note me for the info if you want to chat. I like to meet new people and make new friends. ^^ Also i just made a account. Ask me anything.

below are people i consider good friends on DA. who talk to and feel like they are friends.

:iconfukurimu: :iconhypermagical: :iconotomen-nick: :iconfirelightprincess: :iconyoichi-masaki: :iconhale-hamasaki: :iconlynnae-madison: :iconremnantdoomblossom:


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SweetLiarr Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Thank you so much for the watch! >w<
candyzombielord Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Your welcome. Your art looks really awesome. :) keep up the good work.
TomPrante Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you for the watch! :)
candyzombielord Featured By Owner Oct 21, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Your welcome :).
LadyLincoln Featured By Owner Oct 1, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for :+fav:ing, dearheart. :heart:
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