When I figure out myself by candyzombielord, literature
Literature
When I figure out myself
When you figure out
I am no good
I am not better
Then the next one in line
I am just me
I am imperfect
Yet I can still try
I still feel
I still cry
I still love
Yet I am still dead inside
I have tried to figure out
How to be myself again
I want someone
Yet I know
I can not win
I have tried
I have died
I have given
All I can
Can some one hear me
Can some one see me
Can some one talk to me
I tried love and failed
I tried friendships
They have worked
but never more can I gain
Who Am I
When I try to figure out
what I have done
With this life
I feel so cold
Who am I
But just a friend
No one looks
No one says
They all leave me
Or I leave them
W
"We marched through the forest of death to vanquish a monster. The party I was apart of consisted of me and three others, a young woman draped in robes of the church of the sun goddess, her small frame is nothing to underestimate as she can hold her own with her staff she carries with her, and her name was Celina Lunar. That man next to her clad in plate mail was a crusader for the church caring a large shield and long sword was a bit of a prick at times but was good in a fight and someone I would trust with my life. His name was Dorian Fulka, In all he was a good man. Now that guy there was a hoot, he's a dwarf yo
Can anyone hear me
Please answer me
Because this world has grown so cold
I just need someone to say something
I am so very cold
Wishing for the world to be full
Can anyone see me
Please come out if you are near me
The world growing dark
Can you please light the way
Please tell me I'm not alone
Can anyone read me
Because you'er pages are blank
Can you show me the way out
Because this world is empty
And I am all alone
I tried to love
I failed at that
I tried to feel
I failed at that
I worked so hard
I'm failing at that
I feel so alone
I succeed at that
I asked someone out
I failed at that
I tried to find love online
Told I was ugly and blocked away
By many people I have tried to say
Hi how are you I hope all is well today
I succeeded at that
I won't lie I was confident worked on it
Yet what does it matter if it is all torn down
Work hard they say and be kind to others
What has it gotten me but being hurt by others
Watch those I loved love someone else
Better then me I will say yes
I have failed at being a better man
Yet I succeed at failing at everything I
Always do I play the fool
Looked at as an idiot
And no I am not a clown
Yet I can always pretend
I am but a humble jester
With many tricks yet to be seen
Always in the shadows
Till someone needs to use me
I am just a jester
Yet I have no jester for me
Rockets fly over head
Creatures rise from the dead
Man stands strong in face of the end
The horde of beast never seem to end
Angles just watch as we all die
No gods will save us for we are damned
So man shall fight till the end
We shall show them we will win
For the war for survival rages on
And we will not go silently in the end
The is over
Day has broke
Waking eyes still close
You slumber on
Wanting not to wake
Till you notice you are late
Up from the bed
You rush to get ready
Still you are late
For your own wedding
Devil has no soul to sell
I have no reason to go
Haven knows no bound
Sweet dreams of you
Never to be real
i know that I have one life
Where to will I go
When I move on in this world
Who am I when I go
i will never be like you
My heart is still beating
I know I wont go
I can not feel anyone anymore
I have no sight on them
So I made a deal with all
Give me eternal youth
For I am of no use
Let me find my way
For heaven and hell had no faith
You have given up all faith
When I am still here
Where do i go next
If forward is to hard to do
How do I go back
Cold winds blowing
My heart is freezing
Can some one hear me
Can someone save me
Please warm me up
Because I can't let go
Stop these cold winds
Heat this cold heart
Wishful thinking
Buy were can one start?
When I figure out myself by candyzombielord, literature
Literature
When I figure out myself
When you figure out
I am no good
I am not better
Then the next one in line
I am just me
I am imperfect
Yet I can still try
I still feel
I still cry
I still love
Yet I am still dead inside
I have tried to figure out
How to be myself again
I want someone
Yet I know
I can not win
I have tried
I have died
I have given
All I can
Can some one hear me
Can some one see me
Can some one talk to me
I tried love and failed
I tried friendships
They have worked
but never more can I gain
Who Am I
When I try to figure out
what I have done
With this life
I feel so cold
Who am I
But just a friend
No one looks
No one says
They all leave me
Or I leave them
W
"We marched through the forest of death to vanquish a monster. The party I was apart of consisted of me and three others, a young woman draped in robes of the church of the sun goddess, her small frame is nothing to underestimate as she can hold her own with her staff she carries with her, and her name was Celina Lunar. That man next to her clad in plate mail was a crusader for the church caring a large shield and long sword was a bit of a prick at times but was good in a fight and someone I would trust with my life. His name was Dorian Fulka, In all he was a good man. Now that guy there was a hoot, he's a dwarf yo
Can anyone hear me
Please answer me
Because this world has grown so cold
I just need someone to say something
I am so very cold
Wishing for the world to be full
Can anyone see me
Please come out if you are near me
The world growing dark
Can you please light the way
Please tell me I'm not alone
Can anyone read me
Because you'er pages are blank
Can you show me the way out
Because this world is empty
And I am all alone
I tried to love
I failed at that
I tried to feel
I failed at that
I worked so hard
I'm failing at that
I feel so alone
I succeed at that
I asked someone out
I failed at that
I tried to find love online
Told I was ugly and blocked away
By many people I have tried to say
Hi how are you I hope all is well today
I succeeded at that
I won't lie I was confident worked on it
Yet what does it matter if it is all torn down
Work hard they say and be kind to others
What has it gotten me but being hurt by others
Watch those I loved love someone else
Better then me I will say yes
I have failed at being a better man
Yet I succeed at failing at everything I
Always do I play the fool
Looked at as an idiot
And no I am not a clown
Yet I can always pretend
I am but a humble jester
With many tricks yet to be seen
Always in the shadows
Till someone needs to use me
I am just a jester
Yet I have no jester for me
Rockets fly over head
Creatures rise from the dead
Man stands strong in face of the end
The horde of beast never seem to end
Angles just watch as we all die
No gods will save us for we are damned
So man shall fight till the end
We shall show them we will win
For the war for survival rages on
And we will not go silently in the end
The is over
Day has broke
Waking eyes still close
You slumber on
Wanting not to wake
Till you notice you are late
Up from the bed
You rush to get ready
Still you are late
For your own wedding
Devil has no soul to sell
I have no reason to go
Haven knows no bound
Sweet dreams of you
Never to be real
i know that I have one life
Where to will I go
When I move on in this world
Who am I when I go
i will never be like you
My heart is still beating
I know I wont go
I can not feel anyone anymore
I have no sight on them
So I made a deal with all
Give me eternal youth
For I am of no use
Let me find my way
For heaven and hell had no faith
You have given up all faith
When I am still here
Where do i go next
If forward is to hard to do
How do I go back
Cold winds blowing
My heart is freezing
Can some one hear me
Can someone save me
Please warm me up
Because I can't let go
Stop these cold winds
Heat this cold heart
Wishful thinking
Buy were can one start?
Childish for wishing it could be different Refused to accept the truth Regret that I found out Damaged beyond repair from it Terrified of what laid beyond the shadows Haunted by the nightmare Made me question my self worth Hidden behind a smile that I'm trying so hard to keep for those I love
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The Clock Move's On. by candyzombielord, literature
Literature
The Clock Move's On.
The clock move's on,
Clouds in the air dance all around,
You watch the birds chirp,
You hear the wind sing,
Can you feel the calm,
Can you feel the sun,
It's warmth tingling your skin,
The wind cooling you down,
When you play,
Under this bright new day,
The clock move's on,
You grow and fall in love,
You Feel so alive,
Your body tingles,
You feel cheerful,
You kiss for the first time,
And think how wonderful it is,
For you have found joy,
The clock move's on,
You grow older,
You are closer,
You soon marry,
And soon have a child,
And love it dearly,
You watch as they grow up,
And become adults before your eyes,
The clock move's on,
You are
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